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My name is plainer than jane.
I am 19 years old.
I'm from everywhere.
I love
music
love
movies
dogs
jasmin tea
piercings
tattos
books
candles
art
latte
♥him...blake:)

friends

talk

stuff

Sunday, September 16, 2007

amy no bloggy

why?

i guess i dont' blog when i'm happy.

but due to popular demand... i'm blogging! lol

it was nice meeting up with glenda and syahir yesterday. i miss them so much. i wish i can meet up with tracy soon too.

i see ai and jake more often, though not too frequent. whenever i do... i get a bit on the sick side. lol. they are so adorable together it's sickening. jake's always floating around ai, hugging, kissing, tickling, etc etc. quite sticky if you ask me. but ai's so happy. i've never seen her happier for such an extent of time.

but seeing them makes me think of him. :)

i can't wait. ♥

uni is SO MUCH.

TOO MUCH.

i swear.. this HAS to be a 4 year course stuffed to be a 3 yr one.

so much to learn!!!

ERROR: INFORMATION OVERLOAD!

but ppl in uni are nice, very cool.

i get along with gemma n so well. and i'm getting pretty close to gemma r too. wendy's quite funny. darren is hilarious, but yea, not really close to him.

i went to the beach on spontaneous afternoon with wendy. we skipped a lecture which never took place anyway so haha SCORE!

and then i went airplane watching with gemma n...

i really like my course. i get why i'm learning the things i am and i dont' bitch about it. occassional complaints, but nothing too much. but sometimes, i wish i can skip all this learning and get to working.

i picked up my flute today... after years of not playing. i can't believe i still remember how to play. but it doesn't sound as good as it did. like, the sound's pretty hollow and airy... :(

hmm yea i should get back to doing maths. I HATE STATISTICS!!! ARGH!! but sigh haha.

plainer than jane [ 6:13 pm ]

Monday, June 18, 2007

love

is good. :)

makes you feel all warm inside.

and content.

he's so sweet!!!

we were chatting with the webcams on and he told me to wait.
he left the room and came back with FLOWERS!
he showed them to me and said they are azaleas, the prettiest flowers.
he said that they were blooming outside and he picked them for me.
OMGGGG!!!

he said he sent a postcard and pictures of him yesterday. i can't wait lol.
a week.....

sighhhh :)

plainer than jane [ 9:42 pm ]

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

smile

he makes me smile.
incontrollably.

he's got the biggest heart
and the best humour.

best thing is
he understands.

and that makes me smile.

he cares.
he melts my heart.

but so far
so far away.

i wish he is here with me.

plainer than jane [ 9:41 pm ]

Saturday, June 02, 2007

falling

i think...
i'm falling...
for the wrong thing at the wrong place again.

it seems good.

but it's just weird.

plainer than jane [ 12:29 pm ]

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

of love and friendship

this is a year of relationships.

Allie got a bf.

Alex got a gf.

then Ai and Jake got together.

i feel like...
the importance of my existance is sliding down the scale.

i'm happy for them.

but sometimes...

yea.

but i guess. this is what happens when you get a partner.

things can't always stay the same if you want it to be better.

Murphy's Law.

nothing stays neat. everything is going in the direction of chaos.

as we grow older, our lives get more complicated.

more clutter.

sighness.

plainer than jane [ 11:34 am ]

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

clutter

i wind the cords
the cords around my wrists
around my ankle
around my thoughts

no freedom
no release
boxed in
self indulged

that moment in the past
playing repeatedly
like a broken record
permanent nostalgia

when will it stop
when will i stop
when will it all
just go away?

always asking
always wanting
never doing
never reaching

perfect hypocrite
i'll destroy your spirit
diminishing with every touch
nothing is ever enough

plainer than jane [ 10:46 am ]

Saturday, May 12, 2007

i find myself

thinking about the past.

it's funny how... kanvar hurted me more than alex.
but it makes sense.
cause kanvar made me believe.

i am in love with oh mandy by the spinto band.

i want a love that sounds like that song. it's hard to understand, but that's how i feel. something about that song... the innocence, the simplicity, the passion.

i find myself looking...
but with my eyes closed.
i'm afraid to hope
i'm afraid to step out
i'm afraid now.

i dont' want to be hurt again.

so i

don't hope.

i watched the notebook last night. and i cried so hard. i felt the pain inside me, that yearning for someone to love me as much as noah loves ally. i want someone to understand me, to challenge me, to inspire me.

i still want.

but i'm just afraid to hope.

plainer than jane [ 10:41 pm ]

glenda is so cute!!!!!

from her blog:

Things to buy for kartika in indo:
- Whisper night (biru) 3
- Whisper regular (merah) 5
- Vaseline Aloe Vera
- Kapas 3

I want vaseline Aloe vera too. It smells so nice but who's gonna use my other vaseline? I have to give it away but kartika wouldnt take it unless she finish hers and she's ordering more, so she will never take those vaseline.

It's crying out, take me!! So that Glenda can buy Vaseline aloe vera!

Things to buy for myself
- Pencil lead
- bra
- vaseline aloe vera

I'll just offer them to syahir and rachel? And try to finish most myself. I'm going to be super moisturised.

omg omg omg... GLENDA YOUR'E SO CUTE!!!
if i ever really seriously think about becoming an author, i'll create a character based on you! i love you so much!!!

plainer than jane [ 3:19 pm ]