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My name is plainer than jane.
I am 19 years old.
I'm from everywhere.
I love
music
love
movies
dogs
jasmin tea
piercings
tattos
books
candles
art
latte
♥him...blake:)


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  • glendada
  • tralala
  • hampan
  • syahir


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    Wednesday, November 01, 2006
    dreams are nothing more than wishes and a wish is just a dream you wish to come true...

    recently i had a few interesting dreams.

    i few days ago, i had a dream that the president of the src can sing.
    i think we were doing some school play and i wanted to be the lead actress. we tried out and i was sure i can win, but lucy won. and she was on stage and singing her heart out and i was down stage, filled with envy, but at the same time, accepting that she's better than me.

    when i woke up, i was so...amazed. who would have thought lucy would make it into my dream? do i secretly envy her? is she one of the competitors i named subconsciously? is she one of my biggest fear? interesting. lucy is quite successful. she is the president of the src, afterall. her grades are quite good and she strives to complete any tasks to excellence. somehow i feel like she is a bit similiar to me, only she one end of the spectrum, whereas i like to think i'm somewhere in the middle.

    last night, or this morning, i dreamt that alex was having a birthday party and i wasn't invited. amanda and ai were invited, as well as his group of friends. they were all having a great time, and i was watching as though through the lens of a video camera. it was pitch dark except for the glare of the camera spotlight, so it may be outside or in a pub/club somewhere. gifts were unwrapt and alex was smiling and having a lot of fun. he joked with amanda and ai, but i was not there.

    sigh. i still do care a lot about him.

    plainer than jane [ 10:24 am ]