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My name is plainer than jane.
I am 19 years old.
I'm from everywhere.
I love
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love
movies
dogs
jasmin tea
piercings
tattos
books
candles
art
latte
♥him...blake:)


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  • syahir


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    Sunday, November 12, 2006
    theory in my head

    is so loud.
    so much.
    it is becoming unbearable.

    once i was so sure.
    now i realise,
    i'm not sure at all.
    what was right is no longer right.
    what was wrong is calling for an appeal.
    what is going on?

    is this a new stage?
    a new platform
    a new level?

    i'm constantly contradicting myself
    i can feel my friends
    growing tired
    of my endless
    self analysis.

    this year has been so confusing.
    it started off with a big bang,
    a quick dip to the darkside for a few weeks,
    but then soared up to the sky again.
    it stayed that way for so long
    so long
    i got so used to it,
    i forgot to check the fuel,
    not noticing the ever dropping fuel.

    now i realise it was just mere air i was floating on
    illusions and dreams.
    visions and hopes.
    virtual. liquid.
    what i believed in
    is no substance.
    who i trusted
    is inconsistant.

    where is the line?
    where is the boundary?
    where is enough?

    i'm so tired.

    so tired.

    wait till next year.

    yes. next year.

    plainer than jane [ 7:22 pm ]